[bloody kisses]: 558.Creative Void (short stories & poems).I Can't Live - So I'll Die Without

And so your lies prevail. Twisting their way within, constricting my heart; binding my soul to yours. Red leather. No spine. Nothing but pages scattered together - my incoherent thoughts as they stray from the sobs of the back of my throat.

All lies. But I love you. Don't leave. I need touch, I need words. I need you.

But I'm battered, I'm bruised. I am what you made me. I'm internally abused. I am what you refuse to admit to. I am what you truly are. I am your everything. I am your nothing. I am your refusal, I am your proposal. I am your love, I hold your key, but your heart is shattered, and so it won't fit. I don't fit. I don't deserve. I am inside your skin, I am too much for mine.

You don't need me, you don't love me. I am nothing but the slurred mixed words my tongue produces. So I am silence broken by you. I am mute, stuck with my vile thoughts. I feign my sanity. It's all for you. Will you take me? Please want me. I pine for your attention. I must be your amusement. I need you. But I hate you.

Be mine.